Chapter 4 - the retirement account

The retirement payments began years before the accident.
Elena remembered exactly why.
Vivian had called one afternoon crying.
“I’m scared.”
Elena had been thirty.
“About what?”
“I have nothing.”
Vivian explained that she had barely contributed to retirement.
Her savings were small.
She was terrified of becoming dependent on Elena later.
That irony would eventually become painful.
At the time, Elena created an investment account in Vivian’s name and set automatic monthly transfers from her own personal account.
Five hundred dollars became seven hundred fifty.
Then one thousand.
When Elena became partner, she increased the amount again.
Vivian started bragging.
Not that Elena funded it.
That Vivian had built it.
At Christmas gatherings, she talked about investment performance.
She lectured younger relatives about discipline.
“People waste money because they refuse to plan.”
Elena usually smiled.
She knew the truth.
She also knew Vivian had pride.
Why embarrass her?
After the accident, Vivian began withdrawing from the account.
The first withdrawal was four thousand dollars.
Elena did not notice.
The second was six thousand.
Claire noticed.
“What did your mother need ten thousand dollars for?”
Elena blinked at the spreadsheet.
“What?”
Claire turned the laptop around.
“Two withdrawals.”
“I didn’t approve that.”
“Does she have access?”
“She shouldn’t.”
Claire studied her.
“Elena.”
“What?”
“You gave her the household account login from your hospital bed.”
“Not this account.”
“Same recovery email?”
Elena felt a chill.
She checked.
It was.
Vivian had access to Elena’s old email because she had been monitoring medical correspondence during hospitalization.
Elena immediately reset the password.
That evening she confronted her mother.
“Did you withdraw money from your retirement account?”
Vivian barely looked up from the television.
“It’s my retirement account.”
“The money came from me.”
“You gave it to me.”
“That’s true. I’m asking what it was for.”
“Expenses.”
“What expenses?”
Vivian muted the television.
“Do I need permission to use my own money now?”
“No.”
“Then why are we discussing it?”
“Because you’re still asking me for household transfers.”
Vivian’s face tightened.
“Fine. I won’t ask for another penny.”
“That’s not what I said.”
“I’ll just figure it out.”
“Mom.”
“No. I understand perfectly.”
The conversation ended with Elena apologizing.
She hated herself for that later.
The withdrawals continued.
Smaller amounts.
Nine hundred.
Twelve hundred.
Two thousand.
Enough to escape immediate attention.
Elena started tracking them.
Then she stopped.
Rehabilitation exhausted her.
Leo was teething.
Maya had developed nightmares.
Andrew had begun threatening to return to court because Vivian repeatedly interfered with his visitation.
Elena felt as if every part of her life required a decision.
Vivian knew exactly when to ask for money.
When Elena was tired.
When she was medicated.
When the children were crying.
“Insurance is due.”
“Transfer it.”
“The property tax went up.”
“Transfer it.”
“Your deductible wasn’t covered.”
“Transfer it.”
“The car needs brakes.”
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“Transfer it.”
Elena later realized that exhaustion had become a financial strategy.