Chapter 4 - three weeks of imaginary workdays)

That night, I slept in my childhood bedroom.
Or tried to.
Dad's house had not changed much since I left for college.
The pale blue walls were the same.
The bookshelf still held old novels.
A framed photograph of Mom sat beside the window.
Noah slept in the portable crib Dad kept for visits.
My ankle had been diagnosed as a moderate sprain.
The urgent care doctor wrapped it, gave me crutches, and told me to avoid unnecessary walking for several days.
Necessary walking.
I kept thinking about that phrase.
Margaret had forced me to walk almost four miles on it.
Ethan had watched.
That physical pain was easier to understand than everything else.
At 1:17 in the morning, Ethan called.
I let it ring.
He called again.
Then text messages arrived.
Please let me explain.
Mom pushed everything too far.
I never wanted you hurt.
Nothing actually happened with the loan.
We can fix this.
Please don't let your father turn this into something bigger.
That last message told me more than the others.
Not please don't call police.
Not please think about our family.
Please don't let your father.
Ethan still believed Dad was the problem.
I took screenshots.
Then I noticed something.
Nothing actually happened with the loan.
Officer Reed had never said whether money was paid out.
I had assumed the suspicious application had been stopped.
Ethan seemed to know more.
I forwarded the message to Officer Reed.
He replied the next morning.
Do not delete anything. We need to speak again today.
At breakfast, Dad made pancakes.
He had always cooked when frightened.
When Mom was dying, he made soup nobody ate.
When I went into labor, he arrived at the hospital with sandwiches for twelve people.
That morning he cooked enough pancakes for a football team.
I watched Noah tear one into pieces.
"Dad."
He looked up.
"I know."
"You don't know what I'm going to say."
"You're going to apologize."
I stared at him.
He pointed the spatula at me.
"Don't."
Tears filled my eyes anyway.
"I should have told you things were bad."
"You told me when you were ready."
"I wasn't ready. You found me on the road."
"Then I'm glad I drove that road."
I looked toward Noah.
"I kept thinking Ethan was ashamed."
"He probably was."
"That doesn't excuse anything."
"No."
Dad sat across from me.
"People can feel shame and still choose to lie. They can feel afraid and still choose to hurt someone. Understanding why Ethan did something doesn't require you to accept it."
I wanted him to tell me what to do.
Divorce Ethan.
Call a lawyer.
Never go back.
Instead Dad asked, "What do you want to know first?"
That was better.
"Everything."
Officer Reed arrived at ten.
This time he brought Detective Lena Morales from the financial crimes unit.
She was in plain clothes and carried a second folder.
We sat around Dad's dining table.
Morales began carefully.
"Mrs. Whitaker, we have confirmed that at least one loan funded."
My throat tightened.
"How much?"
"One hundred twenty thousand dollars."
Dad stopped moving.
"Where is it?"
"Most of it was transferred within forty eight hours."
"To where?"
"Several places."
She slid a page toward me.
The first transfer was forty thousand dollars to an account in Ethan's name.
The second was twenty five thousand to an account belonging to Margaret.
Another fifteen thousand went to a company I had never heard of.
Keller Strategic Design LLC.
I stared at Ethan's last name.
"What is that?"
Morales answered.
"A business registered by your husband six months ago."
Before he was fired.
Before he pretended to lose his job.
Before we moved into Margaret's house.
The remaining transfers went to credit cards and another business account.
"Whose?"
Morales hesitated.
"That's what we're still determining."
Dad asked, "How did the bank fund a loan based on forged documents?"
"They shouldn't have. There were failures in the verification process. The institution has opened an internal investigation."
"Am I responsible for paying it?"
I hated how small my voice sounded.
Morales looked directly at me.
"Do not assume that. Identity theft and fraud claims exist for this reason. Your attorney will need to handle the civil side. Our job is the criminal investigation."
My attorney.
I had never needed an attorney in my life.
Morales opened the second folder.
"There is something else."
Of course there was.
"There were multiple applications."
"How many?"
"Four that we know of."
I almost laughed.
"Four?"
"One funded. Two were rejected. One was withdrawn."
"By Ethan?"
"We don't know."
She turned another page.
"The withdrawn application was for three hundred eighty thousand dollars."
Dad sat back.
"What collateral?"
Morales looked at him.
"Your cabin."
Silence filled the room.
I felt sick.
"How?"
"A document was submitted claiming Samuel Whitaker had transferred ownership into a family trust."
Dad shook his head.
"No trust exists."
"We know."
Morales tapped the page.
"But someone created paperwork suggesting it did."
My father stared at the forged document.
Then he looked at me.
I had never seen him look old before.
Not even at Mom's funeral.
That morning he did.
Not because of the money.
Because someone I had brought into our family had tried to steal from him too.
Morales continued.
"We believe the applications are part of a larger pattern."
"What larger pattern?"
She slid a photograph across the table.
It showed Ethan entering a bank branch.
The date was five months earlier.
Beside him stood a man I did not recognize.
Tall.
Dark jacket.
Silver hair.
Dad leaned closer.
"Who's that?"
Morales looked at me.
"We were hoping you could tell us."
I shook my head.
"No."
She turned over the photograph.
A name was written on the back.
Richard Vale.
I had never met him.
May you like
But two hours later, I discovered Margaret had.
Many times.